Sweet Dreams

Sweet dreams are made of this Should take my own life so my family can reminisce About this alcoholic they all miss Couldn't give a shit why he up and left those kids Lots of problems cant be seen from the outside I've had demons and goblins, with me my whole life They always ripping me apart, from the inside Just going where they wanna go, its like a sin ride The demons want out, they don't wanna hide, no more Wanna scream and shout, I'm still alive, so sore Inner core rotting within, disinfect with gin Sinner more jotting with pen, misdirect with grin I've gotta figure my shit out before it goes south And I end up with a hollow tip flowing through my mouth Don't know what to say anymore I'm outta words It all went dark after my speech turned backwards