Bad Habits

Yeah I was living for these moments Thoughts of diamond jewelry got me glowing. Had to snap back to reality I know it's something greater beyond this anatomy So let me focus on my mental state I got them urges inside that's telling a young boy that nigga your great I feeling great now cause I been working hard cutting dead weight And lord know that I done came a long way The distant memories that use to get the best of me I couldn't see the horizon beyond I use to swear this was the death of me A broken vision that cloaks your mind will suffocate your reality Yeah cuz I done balled so hard I really was down talking knees to the ground Back to the wall life had me upside down Pen to the pad I'm bouta pour my heart Let's get it Let's write it off as lesson learned But it ain't a lesson if you ain't really learn Don't struggle hard just for nothing If you gone bump yo head ya better learn something Word of advice what goes around comes around Yo circle too big with goals too small I'm cutting ties with all these niggas with bad habits cause I been down for way too long I'm feeling stagnant Don't wanna be a gangster I'll rather be lamer You whack as alley cat needs that wd-40 you screwed up mental state on tuneup And I'll be sorry if I listen to you and yo views You inna room with ya dudes looking all confused Talking bout you brainstorming bout yo next move I dang near lost a few brain cells looking at you. You must be goofy you snatched a chain talking bout you made a movie When thangs got tough couldn't even trust the way he was moving They say birds of feather flocks together Painting this here picture so he see it clear. That's why you gotta stay prayed up them mental thoughts will have you burning all ya sage up Decision decisions on a mind that ain't made up mental instability mixed with vodka and pain drugs It's so much easier to sit back and feel numb But ima take this pain embrace that character that came from my mental trauma toxic behavior and failed love Lets gone and write off as lesson learned Yeah cuz I done balled so hard I really was down talking knees to the ground Back to the wall life had me upside down Pen to the pad I'm bouta pour my heart Let's write it off as lesson learned But it ain't a lesson if you ain't really learn Don't struggle hard just for nothing If you gone bump yo head ya better learn something