Blood Diamonds

I pray for peace and solidarity to navigate the hard days Got too close to the sun We use to stargaze Know I'm the reason we no longer do It's still women by my side but it's no longer you It was facts at the time that's just no longer true Started to feel like me or you and what's a man to do Break my own heart? I done that many times Chasing the luxuries When will too much Be enough for me Done with the fuckery Feel like shit stuck to me Lookin in the mirror some days Like why she f*ck with me? Could it be the luxury of possibly being up with me Or could she be in love with me It plague me for the life of me Is spending life with me as good as being the wife of me The unknown be psychin me Get in my own way Bad days the sun shinin Pulled us outta the mud These blood diamonds Who trim the leaves on the family tree The neighbors can't see what the family see The world talkin bout what the family did We built this from the family crib I'm still workin 2am at mom's crib I'm still workin They told me I would dilute the market but shit it's workin Late nights drinking Hennessy Tryna get rid of the memories We ain't gotta be enemies Still got a friend in me If you ever once kin to me I hope ya smile when you remember me But if you don't I understand it too Would it be different if God gave the upper hand to you The Paton only good as who you hand it to Get all the way to the top and can't stand the view Take a bow nigga