Suicide

I've sat here thinkin bout you all night Girl Damn, i can't conrol myself no more girl and it's killin me I can't take this pain no more can you feel me? I wish you could see the control you have over me All them boys in the streets wonderin what im doin where im at I aint seen you in a while and after all this time you still Aint called.. I've had the bullet in the gun and when I Decide to pull the trigger this vision comes in my mind I see your smile glarin up at me sayin baby i love you. Your eyes sparklin in the light What are you doin to me? What was your plan. You know i love you girl but i can't take this pain NO MORE I'm busy drivin round town too early in the mornin Your on my mind and i wonder after all this time Do you remember this road we road down together When i first said i love you and meant it You looked up at me as i pulled to a stop at this bridge Then spoke the words that keeps ringin in my head and Now im back at this same spot..replayin that very same night Just about when i get ready to run it off the bridge I see your smile glarin up at me sayin baby i love you Your eyes sparklin in the light What are you doin to me? What was your plan? You know i love you girl but i can't take this pain NO MORE I walkin the lonely streets and i come up to your door steps Lookin through you window hoping to find you asleep But what i didn't want to see was you in the arms of another Knowing he's what you want i can't help to remember When it was me I can't take it no more now im headed to the lake The thoughts in my mind of what im doin WOuld it even bother you if i died for you or because of you As im ready to jump all i picture is Your smile glarin up at me sayin baby i love you Your eyes sparklin in the light What are you doin to me? What was your plan? You know i love you girl but i can't take this pain NO MORE I see your smile glarin up at me sayin baby i love you Your eyes sparklin in the light What are you doin to me? What was your plan? You know i love you girl but i can't take this pain NO MORE