Meditations (snowflake)

Felt the snowflake on my tongue Laying down and dreaming Felt the sun rays on my face gleaming I have thought about it all night long And here I am Maybe overzealous I am definitely overthinking May your desires be the reason You take a shot in the dark Eyes so cold but her breath warm I missed your last lie but I'll catch your next one I promise girl Why Do I only feel alive When my eyes are closed now Acting sensitive I call her snowflake Never tasted a fruit so sweet My parent could only ever make ends meet And my eyes could only ever make things so neat OCD vanishes when me and Mary Jane meet Eyes so cold but her breath warm I missed your last lie but I'll catch your next one I promise girl Why Do I only feel alive When my eyes are closed now She so sensitive my snowflake I've been making snow angels Thinking all day Her eyes roll back as I start to lay I've been wondering how Could love feel this profound So tell me girl now Why do I only feel alive When my eyes closed now And nobody else is around