Ribbon in the Sky

Have you ever seen a ribbon in the sky Looked up, felt safe and you didn't know why You said you'll just lay in the river and cry Nothing changed and you didn't ask why Have you ever felt like a man in disguise Thought you wouldn't find love And now you're surprised Well this city never sleeps And I'm no exception Thought adults had it figured out Turns out it was just deception Now I hold my hat up to the sky Traced Orion's Belt while closing one eye Drifted off until the very next morning Dreary thoughts left over from all my mourning Still I don't know if I feel the same I once did I no longer feel the pain I once did Liberated by this sense of pure oneness Falling through life without a harness What did I expect from this rocky road Came here without memory of a life before Fell in love with my very existence Now I lay awake at night wondering What's in the distance Have you ever seen a ribbon in the sky Looked up, felt safe and you didn't know why I'll come and lay with you in the river and cry Don't want life to change and you're the reason why