Driftin' Away

I think I'm drifting away I'm tired of feeling this pain I'm scared to die, not afraid My mind is trapped in a cage So I am flipping the page I'm tired of feeling the same I'm not the one you should blame I gave you my everything Tired of trying going off the deep-end Since you broke my heart I've been slowly sinking Tried to play your part had a million reason Yeah, I fought a couple battles, beat a couple demons All my life I've been on my own I knew it wasn't right Had my brothers, had my sister they were only on my side Now I'm older things are different it has been a crazy ride Go through things Walk through rain Learn that people always lie People always lie, yeah People always lie Yeah, it's been f*ck my life since you commit suicide Yeah, it's been some hard nights I don't even have no pride Every day I sit and pray, tilt my head towards the sky Going away I know I'm drifting away Tell me what you have to say Before I'm drifting away I think I'm drifting away I'm tired of feeling this pain I'm scared to die, not afraid My mind is trapped in a cage So I am flipping the page I'm tired of feeling the same I'm not the one you should blame I gave you my everything Everything, all my love, all my trust Now I'll never been the same What a shame, what a bust Ima' take this too my grave You were brave, gave you lust And you still lied to my face Guess to you I'm a disgrace, uh Remember when you said you needed me Remember, we living great we were so happily Now, I'm looking in my phone and you're not texting me And now I'm looking to my side and you're not next to me, uh Tell me what I am doing wrong now I just wanna work so I can make my parents proud, but I can't seem to do it I keep falling to the ground Every time I go to swim you pull me under I drown, yeah Going away I know I'm drifting away Tell me what you have to say Before I'm drifting away I think I'm drifting away I'm tired of feeling this pain I'm scared to die not afraid My mind is trapped in a cage So I am flipping the page I'm tired of feeling the same I'm not the one you should blame I gave you my everything All my love, all my trust, everything Now it's never gonna' be the fucking same Taking shots ima' take it to the brain Yeah this is not a game I don't