Transparent Memories

I took a drive in my car In the rain To try and clear my head And Turning purple are my scars In the cold as it meets my skin I put the window down and I sat there As I let the rain pour in And it was nice But I just wish it drowned me then Cause what about us What about what we had Does it even matter Am I stuck in your head Like you are inside mine Experimental project Am I just a test Your Vulnerable subject And what about the time spent I'd take it all back I'm tired of waiting On a call that's just gone dead I feel sick to my stomach Body sinking in my bed As I sink into my head You don't care And I'm upset Cause what about us I'm getting tired of grey lakes In between dark green trees underneath a grayscale sky I find it hard just to stay sane Cause I can't sleep I don't dream anymore at night Everything seems to go wrong When it feels like I've been making progress Cause what about us What about what we had Does it even matter Am I stuck in your head Like you are inside mine Experimental project Am I just a test Your Vulnerable subject What about the time spent I'd take it all back I'm tired of waiting On a call that's just gone dead I feel sick to my stomach Body sinking in my bed While I sink into my head You don't care And I'm upset Cause what about us And I don't know Where to go from here And I don't know Where to go from here And I don't know Where to go from here And I don't know Where to go from here Cause what about us What about what we had Does it even matter Am I stuck in your head Like you are inside mine Experimental project Am I just a test Your Vulnerable subject What about the time spent I'd take it all back I'm tired of waiting On a call that's just gone dead I feel sick to my stomach Body sinking in my bed While I sink into my head You don't care And I'm upset Cause what about us