IDKY Luv

You know that I love you, you know that I need you So why do you do me so cold I'm trying to be there, be there for you But you say you don't feel like you felt before And I don't know why I don't know why Don't know why I don't know why No, I don't know why Life been colder than the coldest December I miss you like the hugs I used to get when I was younger Huh, who am I kidding I never get that type of sentiment Maybe that's why I am who I am Holding on to every piece of love I get from a girl I just met Don't even got time to get emotional Once you show you're here for me It's like my morals, I just let them go Can't seem to be patient I'm addicted to the rush of it all I got abandonment issues Cause it feel like everyone just leaves And I'm forced to grow without em That's why I feel alone most times And I try to be strong But that tough skin teaching me to grow without em No longer focused on the love I just want some peace with you Share my heart like a night at your favorite restaurant You know, share my dreams through food Let me cook for you On some chef type shit Sit with me under the moon on some night sky shit Girl, let me give you the love that you'll forever miss If you leave now you'll regret that shit If you leave now you won't forget it I'm trying to tell you where all my ex's end up Looking for my love right after they leave Wondering why we can't be friends I had to grow from this life to make amends We as friends can never be My heart don't know the difference So every time I see you It's like we kicking it all over again And I can't see you like that I reminisce about the times we had Where I could bring the light back Get you to smile feel my heart without words Forever chemistry You don't understand how much you meant to me Mentally, physically, emotionally Like I said before you was the queen of my dreams Now without you it feel like checkmate every time And that'll forever get to me Cause with you I planted a seed Thinking you'll forever grow with me This just poetry I don't know why I don't know why Don't know why I don't know why Don't know why