Lonely

Sorry mom and dad I'm not everything you expected I'm reckless with lack of protection Sorry that I ended up Stupid, aggressive I really regret it But, shit I can't be nothing if I'm not myself I can't lie I'm too much sometimes and nothing ever seems to help And nothings ever good enough, I hear them loud I don't fit in this stupid town, whatever happens hope your proud Lonely Heartbreaker kid And I know That forever is nothing when your losing control And you got nothing but people that are stuck in your home Cause anyone else would rather see everything fall Lonely I cannot sleep and I know That my dreams Always turn out to bleak just to show That I am still here finding my way through it all But I know I don't need anyone anymore Such a shame I'm constantly the reason to blame That's tushè, cause I think me and you think the same Either way I just hope that u are feeling save You can't change And I can't bring myself To feel the same way I did before Things got so cold You don't know how to tell me how you feel The feeling grows old And maybe part of it's on me Cause I know what I'm told But whenever I feel this way I lose all control Of my head In it u were sleeping at night In my bed In my arms was holding you tight But that's dead The day after we had that first fight But at 4am I'm glad you came to see me at night Lonely Heartbreaker kid And I know That forever is nothing when your losing control And you got nothing but people that are stuck in your home Cause anyone else would rather see everything fall Lonely I cannot sleep and I know That my dreams Always turn out to bleak just to show That I am still here finding my way through it all But I know I don't need anyone anymore I still got my long hair My painted nail And my parents glares They wonder why I felt despair I still wish that you are happier So please take care