Lost My Mind

All they ever see is the rage not the pain Once your painted a villain It's you can never change I don't want to have to keep feeling this way I don't want to have to keep living this way I'ma keep sipin I can't put down the drank If I died now man I wonder what they say I just lost my dog man I miss him everyday Could have did more now I feel like I'm to blame Crying out for help but no one ever came You were so alone and now I feel the same Yeah I feel so ashamed Now I feel like I'm to blame You can't see my tears if I'm crying in rain I won't let you down and I put that on ur name I know ima make it I just got to find my way I know once I make it they going try and ride my wave Disrespect the gang and u goin end up in a grave This rare breed welcome the fast lane You can play with fire just don't get engulf in flames I won't trade my soul for the money or the fame What the hell was I drinking How the hell did I end up here Lost in the world, just trying my way back home Cause home ain't home no moe And it ain't been home in a long damn time I damn near lost my soul I damn near lost... my mind She's lost in a maze I'm off getting paid She want me to stay There ain't nothing here... for me But pain and regret You know how many night I spent Working on a hit and still got shit So you think I'ma quit or throw it all away for a bitch I could have lost my life with them skripts They try to write me off but that ain't in the script Functioning alcoholic man I probably killed a 5th I ain't give a f*ck the last time that I checked Man this world is cold Man this world is so sick Look what it did to kels and she just hand a kid I want to get high now I just want to live I just want to win for my family and my friends It'll always be the hooligans that's till the end Memories I won't forget and bonds that can't be bent They quick to forget what u did for them like wentz...