GaTher My ThOughTs

Okay All my thoughts I don't know where to center it or if I have control All I know it's like one big wheel and down the hill it goes I can't catch that and cannot keep up please Allah this is tuff I really want out of this rut I'm feeling stuck Bad thoughts That's overwhelming stuff (Trash and nobody wants you) Or my thoughts mm hmm Depression eats you up (Die Die DIE DIE ) Bad thoughts Like life ain't worse enough (Haha I laugh at cha I laugh at cha) Bad thoughts The white hairs pillin' up I know I'm young but I'm looking 65 and plus (Old) I'm just tryna gather all my thoughts hopefully an idea pops So far I've been on to something But all results showin' nothing I'm in a desert hunting for something (Nah) But I just need that one thing I wanna feel stable Feel like I can and if I'm able That joy would give me riches And to that there is no label But all that's a fable And lately I've been feeling trashed And now all I hear is laughs Somebody drew a clown up on my plaque Wait no that's just a picture of me I get kicked a lot when I am in my needs Sometimes I hate to breathe I'll miss this world, but I really want to leave Go get me a rope, wait I see a tree (Nah) Maybe I shouldn't go that far Maybe I'll find something to live for It's just right now my feelings are sore And I am feeling torn I just want a reason to know why I was born And how will my life take form Am I destined to be poor Is it too much to ask for more I mean I will work for it I know I ain't perfect So do I deserve this What I'm asking for cause I'm not sure No not anymore With these Bad thoughts Or my thoughts mm hmm (Die Die DIE DIE) Bad thoughts Bad thoughts If my thoughts controlled my actions There's no telling what could happen Don't know if you've seen naruto But deep within I feel trapped To my best i can explain I am Kurama My thoughts are the cage And my patience has such strength For it's the sealing justsu and Allah's the Hokage That picture I hope you can now see it Tryna to enjoy that happiness that's left so Just believe it (All these thoughts man) Bad thoughts That's overwhelming stuff (Trash and nobody wants you) Or my thoughts mm hmm Depression eats you up (Die Die DIE DIE ) Bad thoughts Like life ain't worse enough (Haha I laugh at cha I laugh at cha) Bad thoughts The white hairs pillin' up I know I'm young but I'm looking 65 and plus (Old) MAL MAL