I DOn'T Mind

MALIK COME GET ME I Don't mind I'm feeling trapped in my own mind Don't wanna be left behind At this point prefer to die Hope someone can save me in time Before I except my demise Though there still fear for what is on the other side There's something in me for my life That I would like to fight But for now I'm losing sight I see the end of the tunnel but trust me there's no light I'm really not aight Can't even for see the end of the night It's just things aren't right With all that I feel inside I made my self happy for a bit But now I only use lies I used too much Now I feel so bone dry If this world's a matrix Then I hate all sci-fi There's been so many years I held it In now I just wanna cry I can careless about my pride Don't believe me? Then you can look me in my eyes You will get back a souless glare in to yours Your hair will soon turn white Trust me I'm really trying But it's not enough I'm bout to fall I'm about to uh I'm okay (No) I had the will Now not feeling right (Help) Wait Well I don't mind I don't mind I am fine (Please) Love or die I'm feeling trapped Energy zapped Got jet lagged though I wasn't on a plane But it checks out I'm stuck in the past But time still moves fast Can't keep up I will take the train Uh ouch my brain I feel insane Or am I lame In my own world I'm bout to blow up I used all my life's Though life's not a game Or am I playing The kid controlling me don't seem to care Swear it's not fair I'm not prepared Still feeling torn Or are they just bored Just feeling like trash Still placed in last? Man those days sad Once feeling bad World left me mad Don't have that anger I been left that I make em laugh I relapsed They made me crash I gave my all They gave none back Told me to pack Sent me out livin' with the rats And that is that (Uh) Tired of so much criticism With all of the sympathy gone The only thing I am is apathetic to em I'm okay (No) I had the will Now not feeling right (Help) Wait Well I don't mind I don't mind I am fine (Please) Love or die I'm feeling slowly like a winner Though I know my luck will turn sour in the ending Always backwards bending Barely feel different I'm Tryna stay trending Seems I'm still pending like All the Massages I'm sending Line is disconnected But my phone has no recipients Over 100 contacts But no one to talk to I vent to my best friend But that's not enough to change what I'm in Sorry I had to buffer My internet's down cause Bill wasn't paid So now I just suffer Off the 4g towering me Like I am nothing an ant Who works to live 'til next supper But I am still hungry And that still bugs me ha Guess I made a funny Though seriously I may cannot tell the future Though most of it's action can be predicted For results stay the same So that ideas stuck in my brain I know I can't trust you well I will Leave When I'm gone who will miss me I won't be surprised if it's no one You've already seen that in my eyes Now To you All I bid a good night cause well (Help) I don't mind I don't mind I am fine (Please) Love or die MAL MAL