Deep End

Go off the deep end I don't think you wanna give me a reason I've been trying not to go off the deep end I don't think you wanna give me... Crazy with it Youngest of the two, the baby did it Tired of being basic with his living, so he made a list to get to chasing villains Took his time so he could make a living Making vacancies, some space to live in 180'd and seen his dream deceased, so he's been seeking beef with all the fiends who killed it Having Anger seeing shadows moving, have Anxiety be shopping out for nooses I got Insecurity locked in the cellar, and I chopped his fingers off and made us smoothies I'm taking Lust out on a date tonight, put her in a rocket and she's taking flight I press the button, launched the rocket into space and she ain't gonna get to say goodbye Reach into the deepest recesses of the mental (The mental) Doing things, people see it, say "boy you off the rocker, son you mental" (You crazy) Did it cause I love myself, put you in a mood, nah I never meant to (Nah I never meant to) God made me for perfection, not for fear and stressing, that's just fundamental (That's just fundamental) One reflection talking craziness, act extraneous and it's horrible (Horrible) Fear of judgement in the other mirror, blah blah blah, just deplorable (yo) I'mma just do what I gotta do, buddy, not sorry to inform you (Not sorry, not sorry) I gotta be the best that I can be, cause I can't never be normal Never be... Go off the deep end I don't think you wanna give me a reason I've been trying not to go off the deep end I don't think you wanna give me... (That was pretty fun) Go off the deep end I don't think you wanna give me a reason I've been trying not to go off the deep end I don't think you wanna give me... Going at it like a madman or a masochist Master this, semi-pacifist Method of an analytic man, a king with a crown of amethyst Look, "Semi-pacifist": Every battle isn't one you have to win Wisdom is a gifting from the Master, kid Knowing when to pass the fist or pass on it Getting back to business... There is an enemy, a frenemy, and an energy, the inner me It's an enemy that doesn't wanna sit down and give in to me Loving living with the sin in me My fears over the years, my tears causing distrust of me Battling adamantly with all of the lust in me Bought me a ring because I'm falling in love with me If I ever fall, I'm looking into the mirror and begging "What have you done to me?!" I'm on the cold, hard floor with my side torn Wet, red floor, this is my scorn Look up and I see me staring back at me Behind me, there's seven more freakish eyesores Now my vision hazy Now they talking way up out of pocket One voice sounds like the chick I shot off in a rocket She turn and calls me prideful and she tells me I should stop it Insecurity, Fear, and Judgement start beating on my body I'm out of it, darkness is clouding, I'm dying on the floor Pouring out my life, my offering to the Lord Praying for victory and new strength is filling my core Death ain't my narrative, not anymore And as I pick myself up all slow-like I get a last good look at these low-lifes They kept me from getting my soul right So I tell'em real slow-like I been trying not to go off the deep end I don't think you wanna go off the deep end I don't think you wanna go off the deep end I don't think you wanna give me a reason I don't think you wanna go off the deep end But I really wanna go off the deep end So I'm daring you to give me a reason Oh no, wait a minute I don't need a reason... HAARRRGGGGHHHH Blessed up, back with the strength from the Master Round'em up, all opposition, hit'em with the blasters Positivity stocked like ammo in my cache All ghosts from the past get busted 'less they Casper Focus on my present, getting better with my time Focus on God, cause He gave me wings to fly If you feeling lifted, just repeat the next line Yeah this is the first day of the rest of my life Yeah Focus on my present, getting better with my time Focus on God, cause He gave me wings to fly If you feeling lifted, just repeat the next line Yeah this is the first day of the rest of my life Yeah