Rumination

Sometimes I can feel so pitiful Hurting over things that I don't think about no more I'd love to be yours But it takes too much to bleed for you again It's pain I don't wanna keep But there's something I'm afraid to be And a reality I wanna see So I relive the memory over And do it over And do it over And do it over Until I understand what made you leave Perpetually bleeding I'm stuck in a feeling I wish you could see What's happening to me Repetitive dreaming Refreshing the feeling I'm trying to deep What you left with me I Wanna tell you things I love the bittersweet taste of your memory What is this distance? Where did it come from? I been racking my brain Tryna figure which thing Did I even do wrong this time? I'm spinning my wheels tryna fix it I don't think I deserve to be healed, it's My error, my responsibility I'd give myself away to make you happy If it's not about me And what I think doesn't carry any weight in between If it ain't here or there I don't need to be anywhere (Don't mean nothing to you now) Perpetually bleeding I'm stuck in a feeling I wish you could see What's happening to me Repetitive dreaming Refreshing the feeling I'm trying to deep What you left with me Perpetually bleeding I'm stuck in a feeling Reliving a scene Just to punish me Repetitive dreaming I wish you could see me I wish you could see What I see Oooh It's a little bitty shame We fell out of tune Let it go Let it go I can't bare to let it change I'm hoping for you To come home (You forgot 'bout me too) (And it's such a shame) (La da di doo) (Hey-ah) It's a sweeter thing To remember my love for me Perpetually bleeding I'm stuck in a feeling I wish you could see What's happening to me Repetitive dreaming Refreshing the feeling I'm trying to deep What you left with me Perpetually bleeding I'm stuck in a feeling Reliving a scene Just to punish me Repetitive dreaming I wish you could see me I wish you could see What I see