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20 years old For the first time in a long time My heart went cold Started fading out ran the wrong route Woulda sold my soul Had to get up out of that dark place My head was stuck in the wrong space Had to make it through for them sharks came Said i'd never would fold Fakes fall in line when they told a lie Just how it goes I'm speaking facts yeah you heard that Still solid though I ain't never change on my gang Been 100 since that day Answered all the calls when it rang 19 years I spent holding back tears Thought that i found a way But now I'm right back here Writing away my fears Until my head get clear But the demons stay on me My heart they pierce They won't go away They gone remain the same They gone stay on my back Star player of the game No matter what you say I'm gone make a way Back then i ain't get no chance It's time to make a play Said I'm fighting I'm feening I'm dodging and weaving I'm diving I'm ducking I'm flawed and I'm grieving I'm working I'm running I'm talking my money Can't catch up to me now Stand back watch from the crowd 20 years old For the first time in a long time My heart went cold Started fading out ran the wrong route Woulda sold my soul Had to get up out of that dark place My head was stuck up in the wrong space Had to make it through for them sharks came Said I'd never would fold Fakes fall in line when they told a lie Just how it goes I'm speaking facts yeah you heard that Still solid though I ain't never change on my gang Been 100 since that day Answered all the calls when it rang Watch your move Is what i tell my crew Cause it could be one of us That ends up on the news That's why I check on you Last one that I'd want to lose Almost lost myself I can't go losing you Time gone come and go It's time to let it go Take all them feelings inside you And let em flow Do it now, you'll never know When you gone be alone So get it off of your chest Or you'll never grow I made it through the pain But it came back every day Man it hadn't felt this way Until I turned 20 years old For the first time in a long time My heart went cold Started fading out ran the wrong route Woulda sold my soul Had to get up out of that dark place My head was stuck up in the wrong space Had to make it through for them sharks came Said I never would fold Fakes fall in line when they told a lie It's just how it goes I'm speaking facts yeah you heard that Still solid though I ain't never change on my gang Been 100 since that day Answered all the calls when it rang