Help

Dear Lord I think it's time we had a talk Not heart to heart but Real nigga to real nigga Feel me Father forgive my language cause niggas is preying on me Crazy it's the same ones saying they praying for me Have you ever had a nigga you love just steal from you Hurt a little worse when the love was real from you But let em cross me I cross em out on some other shit I wanted to kill my dawg over some shit his brother did Loyalty is rare you gotta find out who you running with So when I be alone don't say that I'm on some funny shit I can't take it Heart broken but they can't break me My mind racing and I can't fake it When he came with excuses I just told him save it Cause you did what you did and you can't change it And now I need help Help I promise I'm as strong as you made me be Lord But now I need help Help And if Judas killed Jesus why you bring him to me for Can't you see I need help Help Can you please help Help I need help I fed your daughter when you couldn't afford her I fed your son when you couldn't support him I won't even say your name on the track cause you live for that don't you I did this just to vent not expose you I ain't know you since the first grade My brother said don't trust you since the first day I should have never went against family in the first place I've been sober so long forgot how percs taste But now I need me a pill to take the hurt away My first thought was go and lay down the murder game Second thought I got kids I had to turn away That's why I'm writing out this letter to you All these thoughts in my head I'm confused And now I need help Help I promise I'm as strong as you made me be Lord But now I need help Help And if Judas killed Jesus why you bring him to me for Can't you see I need help Help Can you please help Help I need help I could never break I could never bend How can I fold when I've been to the top of the top And the bottom of the bottom I came from nothing And now I've got everything I am him I'm the king amongst kings I'm the golden child I'm the chosen one I'm the special kid Yeah I'm T-Top Help me help me Lord Help me help me Lord Help me help me