Hope

Do you believe that sometimes hope could be a friend? Well, I never did, but now I really do Chad, we never met, but he believed in me He showed me real love, I never had a real friend before I thought friendship is a lie and you just use it to complete the empty space in your heart But Chad proved that worng I was living and waiting for hope, and I found it It was Chad. Thank you Thank you for helping me to think well, and how to reach my dreams 'Cause at that time I was lost when everybody left me Even my family, and myself I can't thank you enough really so I made this song for you And for everybody who gave up on their dreams Please, don't give up Hope is waiting for you It's T-Trap, Son of Nicki Minaj, now listen Workin' everyday lookin' for hope Smilin' and prayin' tryin' to cope Man this shit is really so fucking hard It's like I'm living in the dark Workin' everyday lookin' for hope Smilin' and prayin' tryin' to cope Man this shit is really so fucking hard It's like I'm living in the dark I smile everyday just to feel alive I think 'bout my way and how I'll survive In the mirror I see grey but I can't stop my eyes Always before I say somethin' I count to five I'm addicted to the brain and I don't f*ck with the pain That's why I hate the rain, it makes me feel insane They hate me but they don't know a thing 'bout me But I don't give a f*ck bitch I want you to still hate me Workin' everyday lookin' for hope Smilin' and prayin' tryin' to cope Man this shit is really so fucking hard It's like I'm living in the dark Workin' everyday lookin' for hope Smilin' and prayin' tryin' to cope Man this shit is really so fucking hard It's like I'm living in the dark I live and learn and wait for my time Workin' everyday to earn it's not the bedtime No friends in turn so fake in my lifetime No love so I'm alone but I love gypsy life Gypsy life and no wife always been in my mind I fight with no knife 'cause I use my mind I know my shit will be rife 'cause I'm not a blind Not a blind 'cause I saw 'em gory Been in a war living behind I'll never finish my story 8 years my voice declined I'm on the edge of glory Hey, hey I feel this shit (shh) is mandatory And I'm fine with that 'cause my flow is multistory Workin' everyday lookin' for hope Smilin' and prayin' tryin' to cope Man this shit is really so fucking hard It's like I'm living in the dark Workin' everyday lookin' for hope Smilin' and prayin' tryin' to cope Man this shit is really so fucking hard It's like I'm living in the dark