Pray

Praying But God don't answer guys like me Sober? Unlikely Do I have a problem? Slightly Addiction makes me move so blindly Itching like poison ivy Drinking on a weekday like it's a Friday Ayy Cut 'em all off I don't got anybody Wait till me and the devil get even Praying to a God I don't know if I believe in I heard everything happens for a reason Packed your uhh could've told me you were leaving Heart went cold now it change with the season Why am I fighting these demons Ayy why am I fighting these demons all alone Man in the mirror ain't me anymore He don't even pick up the phone no more Blocking connection with the liquor I pour Everybody knows I'm ready for war Too many lil white pills got me laying on the floor Had a dream I wasn't gonna wake up But I woke up this time so I pour another four Then I got the nerve to say I'm Praying But God don't answer guys like me Sober? Unlikely Do I have a problem? Slightly Addiction makes me move so blindly Itching like poison ivy Drinking on a weekday like it's a Friday Ayy Cut 'em all off I don't got anybody Why am I like this Heartbreak kid Who gives a f*ck what I mix Invite me to events but I don't give a f*ck what I miss Ima sit in my room convince Myself that I don't got friends Okay Call myself Truth but I'm lying to myself everyday Okay, okay I don't got friends, I don't need to make amends I'd rather burn these bridges It don't make sense, I don't need a bitch Ima thug I don't need kisses Drugs make me sick, but I still get lit Perc's the only one that's gonna listen They can't feel my pain, but they take it away That should cover my wishes But I'm still Praying But God don't answer guys like me Sober? Unlikely Do I have a problem? Slightly Addiction makes me move so blindly Itching like poison ivy Drinking on a weekday like it's a Friday Ayy Cut 'em all off I don't got anybody I don't even know why I write this shit Hop on the mic but it feels so useless I guess I'll just suppress Say I'm fine, life's a mess If I was Johnney I'd fail this Test I swear I'm trying my best But if I take these pills maybe my pain will end so I can just rest I ain't been the same since 16 Pill pop got me feeling empty Can't believe we made it to 20 Can't wait till it's sunny Cause we still ain't got money Yeah we still ain't got no money