Relapse

Everybody gets fucked up sometimes Drinking too much got you on my mind No, I'm not doing my best, but I try Waiting on your text but you're never gonna reply Think the demons might win this time and I let them Cause I can't keep up this fight, head spinning I just can't see the light so I'm sinning The devil wanna be my friend I might let him Trynna get rid of this pain so I light up Smoke don't heal so I'm sipping on the double cup Love don't exist, tried it once now I'm fucked up And I know that the relapse coming so I'm ready Plug hit my phone so we back talking steady I can't talk to you bitch call it petty Got me fucked up, thinking that you get two shots, but you blew it already You been on my mind so I drunk text you And you say you want it back but I know it's not true That's messed up how you play me, but it's not new See me whippin up in a new Mercedes pretty girl by my side but it's not you Sorry mom but I gotta stay high Cause I hate being sober, might drink while I drive Cause that girl did me dirty she was playing both sides And I let her, now I lost myself and it's not getting better Played it out in my mind but we can't stay together You lied when you said it was forever I was going out my way to impress her Now she's gone and it's taking off the pressure I can see it in your eyes you want another one Said I wouldn't do it anymore but I need some Pill pop, molly at the raif I could use another one still gonna feel the same Dreams stop coming as your memory fades Memory fades