Feelings

So much pain And I can't take it And lord I can not fake it Thinking bout the ppl Really love me That been taken And People that's the closest Switching up Be the strangest So money be the focus Just know that I'm dedicated Head huntin On them niggas Couple glocks I be spinning When I get a play And it's good I get a feelin All money ain't good money It's good when i get it Steady counting hunnits Smoking gas Like it's healing So much pain And No I won't show it Stuck in depression But money keep flowing Born from the bottom But the top where I'm goin I knownI had it rough But i know dat I'm chosen Gone off the gas You can tell that I'm floating Pour double cups And I drowned In the syrup Switch on the Glocks So you see that we purging My life full death And it's killing my soul I seen my momma crying Wondered why But that cancer was Eating her heart She was like a Rock When she died My family fell apart Then my nephew died I can not lie I was sliding day n night Then on house arrest My daddy died My life can't get it right So much pain And No I did not get it The devil be trollin I told him I get it I jus smile wit depression If u get u get it To much of emotion Don't feel what u feelin Talkin love language I need me a million Yo block in the middle We spin like a fidget Not focused on digits Don't plan us to kick it So much pain in my body I'm numb to my feelings So much pain And I can't take it And lord I can not fake it Thinking bout the ppl Really love me That been taken And People that's the closest switching up Be the strangest So money be the focus Just know that I'm dedicated Head huntin On them niggas Couple glocks I be spinning When I get a play And it's good I get a feelin All money ain't good money it's good when i get it Steady counting hunnits Smoking gas Like it's healing When my momma died I was crucified My body ain't need a heart I was so traumatized When I close my eyes Her death stuck on repeat Had people look down Don't move round They jus wanna see defeat Like seeing me lose Gon make me weak Zeta wolf I'm way to rare Like antiques So I grabbed a 3 And I poured up a liter Hiding this pain I hope you don't see it Seem like my money The one She a keeper Trama from drama I jus know not to speak it I'm damage from pain It won't be the same People not loyal or real As they say Hidden intentions The games I don't play I bottled my pain I'm goin insane Yeah