All For 35

How I ain't learn from a lesson or two Whole time second guess what I knew Took my time yeah I waited for you Like a sucker in the hallway and they wouldn't move I don't do back of the line ain't gotta be rude Then you turned your back to eye the love was a rouse From a rose we arose just to crumble Dried up through experience since then we been in trouble Act like I don't love you Just to give you space Tryna be respectful I feel out of place I would rather you go head and punch me in my face Let me feel something Cuz I just feel erased Ugh How do I end up by myself Working night til day to find myself Do I bind myself get beside myself Sit inside my cell and ruin all the good moments It don't take long for me to be the one to own it Thrown in I'm goin in like Ronin with a soul beat and battered like the heart of a Trojan oh yeah Oh yeah Oh yeah Been in town since the fourth it's the twenty second Spent a couple grand to land just to show affection Lord knows the money don't mean shit Been working my whole life you pick up the mean shifts You put me on b list showed loved when I was nothing Built myself up and stayed through all the struggling Those late nights at rigos we'd be snuggling Left town you changed All for some new new You did me so dirty like glasses of prune juice Did not mean to lose you My soul is now consumed But I do my best to clean up mess without brooms Done learned a lot And now it's lonely in the classroom This was all for you love I knew there were no guarantees We agreed on it before I left Spent the night watched tv It was just you and me You said nobody else would exist Said we'd tie the knot at thirty five Just need time to get rich This was all for you And ye ain't have to do me like that This was all for you It's all fucked up ain't no going back with it This was all for you And I did it on my own Kept you close til I got home Now you so different and I'm alone This shit is hard to write Even harder to fight writing How I lose my gold and find silver lining Gotta get mining got mine in Bound to etch my name in hip hops findings It's all I got left in me This music get the best of me The entity in which I give my all Under 35 and got shots to call Left the beehive wasn't sweet it was raw A disease to a dog went through phone I was sleeping Years later you gone wasn't worth speaking Action from a woman that wasn't worth keeping Gambled I left to las vegas for defense Gave it my all but you ain't last the weekend I can't feel my face every muscle is weakened I hate that I love you with distance it deepens This was all for you love I knew there were no guarantees We agreed on it before I left Spent the night watched tv It was just you and me You said nobody else would exist Said we'd tie the knot at thirty five Just need time to get rich This was all for you And ye ain't have to do me like that This was all for you It's all fucked up ain't no going back with it This was all for you And I did it on my own Kept you close til I got home Now you so different and I'm alone