Do What I Want (feat. ILL Stafa)

Hard will aint easy to kill End of the world ain't easy to chill Trauma from the drama ain't easy to deal Still Gotta show'em the real Gotta show'em the real Honored to be honest I don't care who it hurts Saw shawty as a godess Til the demon emerged Mimi wasn't wrong for seeing Me as flirt Plaque on the wall Built this shit from the dirt Now I do what I want Yeah I'm putting me first To do what I want is The gift and the curse Now I do what I want Yeah I'm putting me first To do what I want is The gift and the curse F*ck whatever you heard Honored to be honest My tongue is a weapon I get a sense of satisfaction From spitting a blessing Women tried to play me I found my direction This is not me sulking on mistakes Like Usher Confessions I get surprised they be surprised When they hear me and love it Emphasizing how I'm different My movement disruptive How do you still find a way Keep going's what they be asking I tell them I am null concerned with where A hater has been Negativity aside I pray to God He makes it happen Anybody speaking on me wicked I don't get attached with All the memories of those I loved Who didn't love me in the trash bin That was my last win I deaded all distractions Mihna blocked me after Put her on blast for past shit The guy I no longer wanna be Such a wanna be Honorably so dishonest to Shield others from what I see It did them no good Since then I'm giving smoke for free Honored to be honest I don't care who it hurts Saw shawty as a godess Til the demon emerged Mimi wasn't wrong for seeing Me as flirt Plaque on the wall Built this shit from the dirt Now I do what I want Yeah I'm putting me first To do what I want is The gift and the curse Now I do what I want Yeah I'm putting me first To do what I want is The gift and the curse F*ck whatever you heard The Mastermind and the author My spirit tortured No healing just spill emotion Rain forest Now we live high like kites Keep soaring Yall boring same type and no hype Want live that lime light but don't Want to work right Cold night had fight for life my life Just to breath in world full spite Keep my prayers tiet  up or I fall Thankful for it all When god calls that's The end of the show End of the road like the Boys to men note Meant every wrote Never sniffed a line of coke but Adderall kept me float Momma kept me clothed till that Dope re-arose Mob with the bros misfit's For the madness Pull up to a party no invite So we crash it If a nigga had a problem then Them hands They was asking Honored to be honest I don't care who it hurts Saw shawty as a godess Til the demon emerged Mimi wasn't wrong for seeing Me as flirt Plaque on the wall Built this shit from the dirt Now I do what I want Yeah I'm putting me first To do what I want is The gift and the curse Now I do what I want Yeah I'm putting me first To do what I want is The gift and the curse F*ck whatever you heard