Rapper Man

I used to doubt that I could do this shit foreal Now a days I kill the show tell how I feel Expression used to be considered soft to all the wrong women Now they social advertise false riches, like shit is real I lost the love of my life, she had to reconsider Chose another guy, so that my decisions ain't make her bitter Used to think I was bigger than any life problem Until I faced tougher situations like I got'em Took a lil bit of force, forced me to be a problem Now I stay demanding that people bend to my will or follow Once a cheater always a cheater, try not to love'em Heart breaker and record breaker, I'm so destructive Too many women I put through the ringer, never ringed her Now I drunk text on a late night tryna halt my fingers All That pain made me a rapper man, but I do more than what most rappers can I started in this shit and didn't have a plan B, but all the heart break it came in handy All that pain made me a rapper man, but I do more than what most rappers can Learned to take a hit and I'm still standing Learned to make these hits and I don't need a Grammy They turn you to a monster then complain that you're a monster Only show support when others swarm around to prosper, hoping you don't remember How they broke yah heart, posting old pictures, of how it all was from the start But sadly the part, they seemed to have overlooked is You no longer read from the past pages, of older books Learned to write your story, on how you need things to be While whole time all they want now is more from me Old women, still hit me knowing that I stay genuine Even when in anger, like they ain't feeling any sentiment I'm with forgiveness but don't give shit a chance to try me twice With the life I live, ain't no telling when life pays its price All That pain made me a rapper man, but I do more than what most rappers can I started in this shit and didn't have a plan B, but all the heart break it came in handy All that pain made me a rapper man, but I do more than what most rappers can Learned to take a hit and I'm still standing Learned to make these hits and I don't need a Grammy