The Guy Who Tried

Need I say why? Ego driven, yea I just let it ride, endoskeleton upgraded by God Y'all just gelatin all gooey inside, that brooding shit not a good look when they Try to try me but I'll never die! I live through the music, I record it they lose it So if I'm not here tomorrow... don't ever confuse it I see the devil seducing, who gives a f*ck about Lucy I been at it gone bananas, I don't know what to say And I Love these women but Im learning with they hearts you never play And I do believe women love me too, but it's hard to give up my ways Built a fortress around my heart, and I never open the gates I keep a bad bitch around my waste Got the money then I flee the scene, disappeared, yeah Without a trace, then I got to the nearest base, hit a L went to outer space! Outer space! I'll forever be that guy who tried But got curved watching women get with guys who they now despise They overlooked my prize, and now reside in their own demise I wish them well but see pain in their eyes With nothing I can do but see a message and reply They look to me to be the guide, and now I'm just wondering why Take it up with God Tell him all your pain He can watch you cry She hung up on me, all I did was try to speak my truth It's been too long since days of planning, when we'd say I do I don't know what I did, at least I tried to do it She calls me so careless I tell her her decision's stupid How'd we go from love to ruthless Let me tell you what my truth is I'll forever be the guy who tried How'd we go from love to ruthless Let me tell you what my truth is I'll forever be the guy who tried Revisiting that section is like being hit in intersections I hate thinking back about rejection infected my life no resurrection Death to relationships Had a personal funeral shit most would call something unusual Tell your babymother that you love her Otherwise you might get a text on how she's found another Shout out to the brother who ended up Witt my third love She swore we'd be be forever but women lie so sure enough I had to reinvent the thought process No rehab because your nuts They call you crazy when they can't figure out the way You do what you do So just do what you do And never do what you do for free When you're good at it And if you're good Think real hard you know you could have it Yeah you could have it all But is that what you really want? How'd we go from love to ruthless Let me tell you what my truth is I'll forever be the guy who tried How'd we go from love to ruthless Let me tell you what my truth is I'll forever be the guy who tried How'd we go from love to ruthless I'll forever be the guy who tried