Letter To You

Promise there's still good in me I know I've done wrong Been away from the city And I know it's been too long Sorry I changed on you Will for real, for real My intentions wasn't to change Truth be told, I was struggling internally, pridefully doing things How you think it made me feel knowing I caused you all this pain I can see the way you look at me, I can tell it ain't the same Depression and anxiety slowly running through my veins You say you don't deserve me but, that's for me to say I never thought I'd see the day of Not being able to hear your voice, or to see your face Wondering how long it takes Praying we make it back so we can find our place And this is new to me Not having that person that you need and can get through to me You not being by my side, for some time beat me brutally Having trouble coping with the fact that it may not be you and me Sick and tired of this pain, but life with you would be the remedy And this doesn't happen usually, but Ain't nobody ever do the things you did and that do for me I just pray for a opportunity I just pray for a opportunity I've been dealing with some things girl I ain't never try to change up Storm after storm made it hard for real I ain't know that it would change us But it did I remember how it is I remember all the things you said I remember how it feel And I can't give up on loving you I don't care what it is You'll know exactly where I stand, if you just give me chance Promise there's still good in me I know I've done wrong Been away from the city And I know it's been too long Sorry I changed on you Sorry I changed Sorry I changed on you Looking good on the gram, them crazy thoughts they start to trickle in You tend to show me what I'm missing then Hearing things being said, but ain't no point in listening Sending texts like "hey I know it's late" or "hey it's me again" If we done you know I'm coming back around just like a ceiling fan To invested, baby girl you know that we ain't finished yet I ain't never had intentions of moving on I ain't in to that Reminiscing, patiently waiting for us to go and run it back Girl I need you You told me that you love me I believe you Feeling like you scared to trust and I say me too But can we see it through Don't push me away I'm asking for a little grace My love for you is kicking in I'm struggling to give you space Even at our worst, if you need me I'll be on the way It brings me comfort when I know you safe Hate knowing you were hurting I wasn't there for you when you cried today So what I'm tryna say is I've been dealing with some things girl I ain't never try to change up Storm after storm made it hard for real I ain't know that it would change us But it did I remember how it is I remember all the things you said I remember how it feel And I can't give up on loving you I don't care what it is You'll know exactly where I stand, if you just give me chance Promise there's still good in me I know I've done wrong Been away from the city And I know it's been too long Sorry I changed on you Sorry I changed Sorry I changed on you I ain't never try to change for real