Get Better

Mmm Yeah Twisted and dark are my thoughts They ask I say I'm okay but I'm not Wish I could call it a phase Kneel and I pray Beg for my life like some prey that's been caught And will it ever get better? I keep asking myself Will this pain bring pleasure? Can I feel something else And will it ever get better? Cause I'm crying for help And I don't know whether I still try Try and put another smile on Knowing deep inside that the world that I walk upon's Spinning round the sun till the day Lay in my grave Wanna make big moves but feel like a pawn And I know that I'm trying but know that trying's implying That you won't ever get exactly what you came for It's not just about effort Beggars can't be choosers, can a chooser be a beggar? Yeah And will it ever get better? I keep asking myself Will this pain bring pleasure? Can I feel something else? And will it ever get better? Cause I'm crying for help And I don't know whether I still try Mm I still try Oh and will it ever get better? Oh will this pain bring pleasure? Oh I still try Oh I still try, I still try I still try