Selfish

I been focused only on myself so if I'm selfish then ok Just tell me straight, I I been hoping somebody could help me, or say help is on the way Tell me that I'm safe, I Know I'm not perfect and I'm not the best person Because life can be a burden sometimes And I be at my worst I never fail to end up hurt But also maybe I deserve it sometimes Ok, I Won't make excuses for being reclusive On the pursuit of cocoon I'm using My mood is intrusive Not trynna lose I refuse the truth I assume a conclusion If you had said you was gonna leave me Then prove it and do it Sometimes it's just Better by yourself to focus on your mental health That's when you pick yourself up and wipe the dust up off that shelf that you been sittin on Meditation necessary it should be depended on Cause when you think you on a roll you might be gettin shitted on Don't be so cruel Say it's me it's not you Girl don't be a fool You don't need to see this thing through I been focused only on myself so if I'm selfish then ok Just tell me straight, I I been hoping somebody could help me, or say help is on the way Tell me that I'm safe, I Know I'm not perfect and I'm not the best person Because life can be a burden sometimes And I be at my worst I never fail to end up hurt But also maybe I deserve it sometimes This what I did to deserve the worst of your treatments But personally hurting you wasn't purposely didn't mean it I been Been fighting demons just short of my inner peace And its gettin easy me giving you reasons for wantin' leave me ok Girl I wont beg you to stay I know I always self destruct and I get in my own way Say I be stuck in my thoughts and I be so lost in my brain Well that's at least what you say These memories on replay Wish I could please you I can't Don't be so cruel Say it's me it's not you Girl don't be a fool You don't need to see this thing through I been focused only on myself so if I'm selfish then ok Just tell me straight, I I been hoping somebody could help me, or say help is on the way Tell me that I'm safe, I Know I'm not perfect and I'm not the best person Because life can be a burden sometimes And I be at my worst I never fail to end up hurt But also maybe I deserve it sometimes