i feel so lonely

And I can't seem to feel the way you want me to Something wrong in my head don't know what to do And all that pressure inside is killing me slowly Maybe put a bullet in my head cause I feel so lonely Something is stuck inside of my mind Blade opening my wrist, wonder what's inside The feelings inside you surely have died All that I can say is at least I tried Everyday that I wake up think life is a nightmare Lay in bed, grab at air, cause I know that you're not there Sometimes I feel your painted nails running through my hair But I keep screaming out my chest that it's not fair And I can't seem to feel the way you want me to Something wrong in my head don't know what to do And all that pressure inside is killing me slowly Maybe put a bullet in my head cause I feel so lonely