How It Should Have Been

Watchin me run the race How about get the f*ck out of my face I never needed you in my corner cuz all you ever really did for me was make my heart race For all the wrong reasons It was always with the switch of the seasons And it always had to lead to depression So I gotta sit and have another session Shit I don't have the time for all of this I just want to be left alone Cuz everyday for the past two weeks I've had to hear you bitch and moan FaceTime trumps me time Pissy tone on the phone Acting like a disease while I help you get back on your feet And I'm tired of the disrespect Pissed about the things I never get Even more pissed about the fact that the things I never get are the things that I tend to give the most I'm not ever trying to boast But you know it's fuckin true I'm in this deeper than you That's a BIG problem right? Yeah I don't give a f*ck what you wanna say Nothing you do will make me stay I don't really care what you say that you'll do The shit you say is never true Stay away from me You've done nothing for me The negativity The sickness you be I don't give a f*ck what you wanna say Nothing you do will make me stay I don't really care what you say that you'll do The shit you say is never true Stay away from me You've done nothing for me The negativity The sickness you be I wish I said these things But instead I dealt with the abuse Don't be like me, ask for help Don't end up in a noose I wish I said these things But instead I dealt with the abuse Don't be like me, ask for help Don't end up in a noose