Simulation

You ever feel like this ain't how you planned it? You close your eyes at night reflect on life and examine All the moves you made and how you got where you're standing And if you would've done it different would there be so much damage? Would there be so much panic running through all your thoughts? Your mind is always spinning like the planets revolve Around the sun and you're a father now, you gotta be involved Put your dreams on hold to try and manage it all And it's not fair And I know I'm walking The tightrope Repeating the cycle One slip and I might choke Trying to find hope And balance my life goals My time is so vital I'm working on growth As an artist and a human being I know the start and the end, I'm tryin to fill the in between I feel like I'm losing years, I'm stuck inside a routine Like I should close the curtains and start working on a new scene You ever feel like this life's a fuckin blur Like you tried to read the script but don't understand the words Like every time you go to speak it's sounding like a slur Like your thoughts are disconnected from your body and your nerves Like you been workin all this time but it might not be your turn You been runnin all your life and now you start to feel like burn Like you need to take a break and just reflect on what you've learned Like you tryin to play it straight but the road ahead is curved Yo You ever feel like this all might be a curse Like you dedicated all your time just praying that it works Sometimes I wish that I could watch my story in reverse just so I could know the answers 'fore I ask the questions first Come on You ever feel like you're waitin on returns Like you put in all the work and now you wonder what it's worth Like you read the fine print but you struggle with the terms Every time I feel this way I put my thoughts into a verse And it works You ever feel like Like this ain't real life You ever feel like Like this ain't real life You ever feel like Like this ain't real life Like it's all a simulation and we're all too busy waiting and we're losing all our patients now we're at the point of breaking like You ever feel like That this ain't real life Like were lookin for the exit cuz we're lacking in our efforts and we're trying to correct it but we've lost all our connections like You ever feel like Like this ain't real life Like it's all a simulation and we're all too busy waiting and we're losing all our patients now we're at the point of breaking like You ever feel like That this ain't real life Like were lookin for the exit cuz we're lacking in our efforts and we're trying to correct it but we've lost all our connections like