SICK

When hell was hot My world was cold Looking in these peoples faces Is the thing that scares me the most In my dreams I live But in my life I sacrifice When I thought I met love I got cut with something deeper than a knife Shame how love doesn't mean love no more People just say it now a days just to cover things up But when I learned that I'm broken I'm broken for a reason When I learned that walking alone is for my reason Scared up in my mind I pray for better days Seems like everyday I wake up Man, I'm going through more depressing shit in every way Say, I'm chill just to cover up a front Unfront, when I'm upset And lost without a grunt A friend, with inner love, and inner foe Is the only thing I'm missing When I say I need all my enemies close But Yet, all the things I fear really the most So, when I spend all my time alone Just typing away up my phone Consider the fact that every verse is written isn't new Probably went Never to be used The truth up to my mind, is the death to my soul Morality, The people, and they make me all sick They'll support you, when they'll believe you'll be rich Won't care about you when you sick They just wanna hear when you get your next hit (Uh) Nah I can't even f*ck with that shit Nah, I can't even f*ck with that shit, No, No, No Y'all really really fake Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa And they is really fake Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa Uh They won't care, When I'm sick But I'm just really sad, I'm really never happy I'm posing a front just to show you that I'm happy Gotta' hide my emotions Just to show you that I'm sad But I'm so nonchalant I feel like I'm inside out But I'm stuck on the other side Never depressed, that can't be me Man That can't be me But I'm just sad and all alone But Pray for me (Pray for me, me) I'm really sick (Whoa, whao, whoa, whoa) Yes, I'm really sick (Whoa, whao, whoa, whoa) Now, we really sick (Whoa, whao, whoa, whoa) Know we been sick (Whoa, whao, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa)