Asphyxiation

Veins full of cortisol And I got brand new fears that ima die 'fore I get to record it all Aye Aye, aye I been stressed out But when I'm under pressure, get the best out me I let some believe let the rest doubt me Let em go head make a meme out me Oh this nigga spitting Yeah my shit rewired I been thinking different Go head check the spec, nigga what's new Got a lighter trigger and a shorter fuse All that soft shit, man I'm done with it I ain't here for that I'm out to lunch with it I lay old me to rest, it ain't no crying for him That just sound like shit I got no time for Got My landlord threatening eviction Got my mental in shit condition I got unfinished shit on my checklist Got my cousin fucking on my ex bitch I got bigger problems Need a week off work, but need a month to solve em Got my mama tripping Shit I need a minute But it ain't no time and this shit keep spinning And I been dizzy I want off the ride Man I been busy For the longest time Need to to clear my head and get shit off my mind That shit weighing on me, bitch I'm tryna climb Bitch I'm tryna climb out this hole I'm in Fix or replace the whip that I roll up in Got the trees but got nothing to roll it in I been thinking bout shit I been holding in Get a sheet of paper, put my peeves in it Ima write it out and roll my weed in it Ima light it up and then it's ashes to ashes, and dust to dust A hunnid I keep it, trust I thought it stay the same way that I been living And I almost started to believe in it Barely afloat, as good as it get Water in my lungs a foot on my neck I been asphyxiated Ugh Dropped some chains off of me, now I can breathe I been asphyxiated Ugh I can breathe now I'm free yes indeed Veins full of cortisol And I got brand new fears that ima die 'fore I get to record it all Aye Aye, aye From now on I say what I gotta say Unapologetic like Rihanna tape Nigga truth teller, ain't no saving face Ain't no fucking filter, ain't no saving grace Been a minute I been out of patience And I'm all on my control the rage shit Gotta woosah, mind racing No brakes, and no pacing 2020 Moving different, aggy bro And ima make my comments but dont at me tho Come sideways at me, getting dragged No shade, just tea, get a bag Been running on empty for years I been refusing to stop out of fear Fear that I never catch up and I stay drowning Scraping through life with my face down Oh no, chin up, chin up Bullshit meter screaming enough's enough Pick up myself and step outta the mud Even if I know the shit will be tough Yeah I bare my heart and my soul, leave it all on the table Need time to myself, take it off when I'm able Need room and silence let me pen in peace I feel like this my time but no Patek Philippe So let me take the leap before I rest in peace All your future grim, I got death to reap Yeah the cousin of sleep And none of that shit be coming to me All this cursing not becoming of me F*ck that Been nice ever since I was a rug rat Life get to pushing and I buck back I'm just tryna get my self love back I thought it stay the same way that I been living And I almost started to believe in it Barely afloat, as good as it get Water in my lungs a foot on my neck I been asphyxiated Ugh Dropped some chains off of me, now I can breathe I been asphyxiated Ugh I can breathe now I'm free yes indeed Veins full of cortisol And I got brand new fears that ima die 'fore I get to record it all Aye Aye, aye I been stressed out But when I'm under pressure get the best out me Man I said it before, and you heard it already Don't ever forget it, I'm out here to get it That soft shit, man I'm done with it I ain't here for that I'm out to lunch with it (Out to lunch with it, out to lunch with it, out to lunch with it, out to lunch with it) I thought it stay the same way that I been living And I almost started to believe in it Barely afloat, as good as it get Water in my lungs you know this shit I been asphyxiated Ugh Dropped some chains off of me Now I can breathe I been asphyxiated Ugh I been asphyxiated Veins full of cortisol And I got brand new fears that ima die 'fore I get to record it all Aye Aye, aye Veins full of cortisol And I got brand new fears that ima die 'fore I get to record it all Aye Aye, aye