An Orphans Prayer

Doc said I was filled up with goodness when I was sprung from the darkness Crimes that I've ponder would have made me seem harder Instead gained knowledge from bunkers Some how created a father Don't bitch about how I was brought up Cuz she couldn't try any harder Now I feel all your struggles and I can take all your pain use to work till the night and then you'd cry till the day Let's talk about cycles cuz now I'm doin the same But my pride won't direct me no it won't lead me astray But Where's god He walked away This prayer He'll throw away Most times I'm lacking faith But these words He might of made But his brother be twisting blessings But I'm feelin some type of banished Cross over they'll see me lesser Watch promises burn from dressers Fair trade I never seen it My flesh for half a schilling I'm selfish this all my willing long nights and I'm over winded Whip lash we over bleeding Drunk crash he didn't see him Why momma be drinking feelings Why daddy be over seaing I'm flying right outta patients I'm writing while on my day shift Snatch neo from out the matrix Won't dabble in all there antics Stay stable but get em frantic Not able to make'em magic No tokens between this mattress Break even and end inshackles Mistreatment with added laughter I'm crazy with hostile banter Rock freedom like Ernest kanter I Spit in elitist fashion I can feel you with those lanterns They won't steal me for some line up only wanna see my matter With some fancy polished diamonds I wine about inner demons Won't pray to Jesus pieces Break bread with molding chucks Unfair cuz niggas envy Sleight glares is all I'm seeing White bread for all my babies Thin tread I'm over turning Roll over they'll keep on skirting