Forever Never Lasted

Before I lay my head, I gotta load this shit here next to me I'ma leave em here to die before I let em take my breath from me After everything we've been through, how you treat my heart so recklessly After everything I heard, I can't forget the shit you said to me Destroyed my body, I've been leaning over Sometimes I feel like I can't stand to even see me sober I let you in, watched you deceive me, you can't be no closer It's been too long, can't find my peace, and now I sleep in solace The way I feel inside my heart, it go to different places I try to stay for what it is, but this shit keep on changing They say forever never last, today feel stuck in pavement I had to let it go, I would've died from tryna save it Too many nights I cried, this pain inside, I can't explain it And after that, your name got sour every time I taste it Go find your love, cause it ain't here and shit, I ain't complaining One of a kind, it ain't too many like me here remaining So how you feel I couldn't stand to ever see you lonely I need you here, seem like nobody here seem to know me Just keep it real, I feel like everybody being phony And I can tell when you gon' switch up, you don't need to show me Grab my Bible, and I'm sorry God, I be unholy But I'ma take this with me too, they tryna leave me holy I wanna score, and all these niggas tryna be the goalie Take all your problems with you too, bitch, I don't need you on me I stack it up until I can't, I know you see it on me Ridin' that Honda every day, now I can't see my homie And I'm still mad that he ain't write me, can't forget the shit you told me And I'll be better off there with you, with the way this shit be going With the heart I got, I gave it, you can't say that that bitch stole it If you can't find a better way to ease the pain, shit, I'ma smoke it I heard him talkin' on my name, gon' get your brain split, I ain't jokin Every one of them hoes lame, & it's a shame, I wish I noticed Every day I feel the same, who can I blame? I'm losing focus And now we gotta take it to the grave, we never spoke I don't need you in my way, inside my heart, it still feel frozen I'll charge it to the game, I won't display no more emotion