High

I like to get high until I can't feel a thing, but I don't think it's working How am I supposed to deal with being here all alone when you know I've been hurtin' Why is it so hard for you to hold me? You workin' with the devil, but your body, it feel holy I heard it from your friends, all you had to do was show me When you left, it made more sense, now all I got is what you told me (Yeah) And I came straight from the bottom It seem like these niggas afraid of them commas It happened & I gotta stay with the trauma I paid all my dues, can you say it your honor I'm changin' my ways, I'm not breakin', I promise Whatever you say, I just wanna stay honest And I'ma just pray that they stay out my way, Cause they know it ain't safe, and they know I'm a problem, yeah And the shit that they gave me, it never was meant for me Just keep em away, they be takin' my energy It became a disgrace, contemplatin' on killin' me They keep sayin' my name, but they never can get with me Baby, come here cause I know that you into me Can't say that you mine when you know that they enemies They keep textin' my line, I can't show what they sendin' me If I tried to get out of it, that shit would be the end of me We carry them dracs and them choppas I promise this nine take away all my problems It's too many niggas that's hatin', I'll pop em I hope that they know ain't no way they can stop em I try to forgive em, I can't, I feel awful If they wanna take it there, make it colossal It ain't no way I can give em my pain I'ma smoke it away and fade into tomorrow, yeah I like to get high until I can feel a thing, but I don't think it's working How am I supposed to deal with being here all alone when you know I've been hurtin' Why is it so hard for you to hold me? You workin' with the devil, but your body, it feel holy I heard it from your friends, all you had to do was show me When you left, it made more sense, now all I got is what you told me