Patience

(Damn) Look at my brothers, see them moving on, they growing up Look back at the times when we ain't even give a f*ck Don't watch the time, 'cause that shit ain't gon' stay the same My brothers ain't got say nothing, I know they feeling pain Remember walking in that rain, we was thinking bout that pape' I told my brother, "you gon' get that shit one day" Dreaming about the shit that we could have Like, I'm just grateful for the muh'fuckin' time we had All these thoughts up in my head, I'd rather stay in bed Voice up in my head telling me, "go get your shit" Tryna stay focused and patient My brain tryna push me to the edge, it be impatient Look at myself up in the mirror, like, do I need saving? Who would save me in the end? I just gotta stay gracious I'm just grateful I'm alive, just grateful I'm alive I'm just glad I'm alive, I'm just glad I'm alive (Don't waste anymore of my time) R.I.P. my great grandfather, should have seen him in that bed Don't know why I just been tryna get ahead You ever get those thoughts up in yo' fuckin' head? Like, "you should have done this or you should have done that" I made mistakes and I cant fuckin' take none back I wish I could and I know that we all just love that (We would love that) Look at my brothers, see them moving on, they growing up Look back at the times when we ain't even give a f*ck Don't watch the time, 'cause that shit ain't gon' stay the same My brothers ain't got say nothing, I know they feeling pain Remember walking in that rain, we was thinking bout that pape' I told my brother, "you gon' get that shit one day" Dreaming about the shit that we could have Like, I'm just grateful for the muh'fuckin' time we had All these thoughts up in my head, I'd rather stay in bed Voice up in my head telling me, "go get your shit" Tryna stay focused and patient My brain tryna push me to the edge, it be impatient Look at myself up in the mirror, like, do I need saving? Who would save me in the end? I just gotta stay gracious I'm just grateful I'm alive, just grateful I'm alive I'm just glad I'm alive, I'm just glad I'm alive (Don't waste anymore of my time)