Fears, traumas and unresolved things (Healing)

Hmmmmmmm Hmmmmmmm Whenever I visit my past, it hurts I wonder "how long is this going to last?" It hurts, oh oh oh oh oh oh It hurts, oh oh oh oh oh oh So I go back to being that child Who couldn't defend himself I wish I could've been stronger And that my happy days Could have been longer But it hurts, oh oh oh oh oh oh It hurts, oh oh oh oh oh oh São tantas montanhas pra eu escalar Tantas pessoas pra eu perdoar Ainda estou aprendendo a me amar Um dia a ferida cicatrizará Meu olhar vazio se preencherá de amor Ocupando o espaço da dor So what am I waiting for? I can I want I am capable I can I want I am capable I can I want I am capable Of being light in the darkness wherever I go I can I want I am capable (I'm capable) I can I want I am capable (I'm capable) I can I want I am capable (I'm capable) Of being light in the darkness wherever I go I can (yes, I can) I want (yes, I want) I am capable I can (yes, I can and want it) I want I am capable I can (yes, I can) I want (yes, I can) I am capable (yes, I want) Of being light in the darkness wherever I go (Yes, I'm capable) I can (yes, I can) I want (yes, I can) I am capable (Yes, I want) I can (yes, I can and want it) I want I am capable I can (yes, I can) I want (yes, I can) I am capable (yes, I want) Of being light in the darkness wherever I go São tantas montanhas pra eu escalar Tantas pessoas pra eu perdoar Ainda estou aprendendo a me amar (a me amar) Um dia a ferida cicatrizará Meu olhar vazio se preencherá de amor Ocupando o espaço da dor So what am I waiting for? I can I want I am capable I can I want I am capable I can I want I am capable Of being light in the darkness wherever I go So what am I waiting for?