These Nights

Same town same bar as the night before I'm bored so I keep on staring at the door I don't want to stay I just want to leave In walks the girl Girl of my dreams Or so it seems I promise her that I'll never forget her But I'm living my life for the nights that I'll never remember Same friends same clothes as the night before Wake up still drunk on the bathroom floor I don't want to stay I just want to leave I'm suffocating I can't breathe These nights are all I need But they're killing me Yeah they're killing me I promise her that I'll never forget her But I'm living my life for the nights that I'll never remember She told me slow it down Before it's too late I kissed her on her neck She smiled back at me We took the car ride home in the back seat She said another night I asked her will you marry me Why do I do this This isn't who I am Feel like a pawn in someone else's master plan I don't know how to lie if I'm being honest I wonder if I will ever learn to keep a promise I promise her that I'll never forget her But I'm living my life for the nights that I'll never remember I promise her that I'll never forget her But I'm living my life for the nights that I'll never remember She told me slow it down Before it's too late I kissed her on her neck She smiled back at me We took the car ride home in the back seat But somethings different now She says she doesn't want me to leave Yeah I knew right then I won't forget her again