Hell (feat. luvkurby & VeryFeww)

(Shut up!) F*ck you, need a fucking break (Testing!) Yeah I need to fucking wake, it's just another day (Resting!) Can't take another comment from you (Fucking virgins!) Can't talk about shit without somebody hurtin' Oh wait I forgot, my bad my fault Gotta make this shit last 'cause it's all gonna fall It's all coming down, it's all coming down Rainin' and pourin' can't handle it all! Can't handle it, nah, can't handle it (Haha) Shit feelin dim like it's candlelit So many thoughts but I just feel like cannin' it So many dubs but ain't nobody handin' it, ooh So what, the end is it near or where My mind, can't find, is it here or there Gotta tell me 'cause I'm losin' myself, feel new in myself But I still can't do it myself, you feelin' this hell? (Heh) ALRIGHT; I get it. more than you know I'M FINE; Forget it. I don't want to undergo More invasive thoughts, I wish it works Yeah my mind is in a loop 'Cause all that I think to avoid all these things― It leads me to think about them, oops! Am I pissed? Or sad? Or both? God, grant me A way to know how I can understand me 'Cause on some days I want love, I wanna feel safe And in other times, I push feels away Feels like I'm insane; I've come from hard roots And overtime those stains came to express that madness; dark suit Never wanna fight you, even when I prefer it I always hold myself back when you prolly deserve it But, who is the problem? Is it me, or you? 'Cause each day, I flip, it's hard, to choose Either way, I lack grasp on my health, not doin' too well Maybe I need time to myself - am I stuck in my hell? Lookin' at me like I just screamed penis You claimin' I'm the meanest yo but ain't really mean it nah Light a fire, whoever's wanting the smoke And I don't really care whos grass is the greenest You're see through, strapped up in invisible cloak Shit, but me too, I've got nothing to hide but you know That if I meet you, I'd never cross you if you my bro Let the public records show I want everyone to see this My emotions are my weakness but I wear it on my sleeve Do I gotta write it in bold to get you to finally read I'm an open book, check me out, Or flip me over and see what I'm all about You wanna butt heads, butthead? I'm your undead old friend And when I see you again it's on sight, playin' again I'm lonely come on by and visit my cell Wait who locked the door? Oops, now you're stuck in my hell My head is filled with things you've never seen And they may kill you first before they get to me