Love For My Brother

I think them lonely nights had did it, that done made me heartless I think I say this way too much, the trenches where it started I fight them demons by myself, like they my only target I thought our love would be something different, then you disregard it I come from the bricks, where Ma work, two jobs just to make a way I was young as hell and we was broke , so I ain't have no faith So I picked up the scale, got on the block, tryna serve every play They call me T4, put the murder with it, then that double A's The news will say you ain't safe, so it's best that you stay far away I'm thinking bout the shit I did, they say karma come back someday I feel I wanna be a kid, but being that left me with pain They say before the fame and all the money, you don't got a name How them folks gon' try to tell you what you gon' to be You went to public school, so they got mad when you got lunch for free But then they study's , showed that you ain't average, left them all confused I told my mans I don't count no favors, I don't got nothing to prove I'm tryna find a way to get it, make it out my city I pray to lord that he forgive me, but I ain't stop sinning I look behind me, see who with me, that shit hurt me dearly But you went there, I caught a glare, I guess the devil near me Got so many scars, man, my heart's so torn apart Cause you the last nigga I would've thought, so that shit f*ck me up I felt as if you was my brother, damn, you even met my mother It's so crazy how they used to say we act just like each other At the playground, you ain't know my name, so I gave you one that stick We was putting belt to ass, so tell the opps, get off our dick And what else made me so sick that you got caught up with that switch And all them niggas that you hang around, I swear them niggas bitch Damn, I can't go for shit, I trade the pack out for a brick This my last straw, I told you once that I can't deal with it Why the f*ck you had to change up on me? I knew you since a jit Clock is moving, watch it tick, but you can't take back what you did You can't take back what you did, can't believe I knew you since a kid Love for my brother, love for my brother, love for my brother