matter anymore

Why does it feel like You can't see me lately? You speak, you speak But you never talk You know I have feelings too That I wanna share with you You know it just hurts me more To see that for you I don't matter anymore, anymore It's quite hard to tell What happened there Did you change or Was I blind? It kills me to see how Things went between us No matter if you ever Did it on purpose 'Cause it hurts And I used to talk about with you But today you don't look like The one that I could trust No, not anymore, anymore It still burns on the back of my mind The first time I saw you again I had a big smile on my face I had a lot of things to share It still hurts when I think about The first time I saw you again I had a big smile on my face A lot of things to share But you didn't care Because if you did You would have known I had feelings too That I wanted to share with you And that you just hurt me more But does it really matter anymore?