Heart of Gold

And this the realest shit I never wrote Had to sit down talk to my son like this some shit you bet not Eva quote I got some demons inside I think its time for me to let em go Don't care how many records is sold cuz a nigga got a heart of gold If I aint tell you niggas where I came from I don't know where id be Back to time when these niggas said they cared for me But when I went to jail nobody was ever there for me Keep zapping out in front of my kids like I need therapy Son yelling daddy please stop because you scaring me And look myself dead in the mirror like shit im scared of me And I aint been myself lately what have I turned into I got some blood on my hands and its fucking with my mental Don't need no got damn pills give me a instrumental Cuz I spend as much on bills as I do incidentals They gave you just enough money coincidental Don't let that Facebook fool you because the shit deceiving Neva been a dead beat dad even up in the precinct Even when they sent me to prison still seen em every weekend They tried stopping my shine but they just suck at defense I tried thinking it through but all I gots distortion But im just hoping god forgive for them 2 abortions Got me bending over backwards like a damn contortionist Before you think that its a fact consider who the source is Cuz it be people out here lying trying get a name And being that I got I got one its just a shot at fame They see me now and they like 9 boy you really change Shit I just need some change I done fucked some niggas lives I don't made some niggas dream I done took some niggas out the hood I done turned some niggas fiends I done gave some niggas 8 balls I done gave some niggas jeans And I aint take the record deal but yet they think I took the plea Niggas hate me in my hometown but they love me overseas Piss them off more everyday cuz I be posting all my streams I was out here making moves while you was out here making memes Barley home for 3 years and im on new car number 3 And this the realest shit I never wrote Had to sit down talk to my son like this some shit you bet not Eva quote I got some demons inside I think its time for me to let em go Don't care how many records is sold cuz a nigga got a heart of gold