FOR ALL I LOVE

You gotta live your life, to live it That's why I'm walking 'round covered in digits That's why I'm keepin' the cup, can't kick it That's why I'm speedin' cause I can't miss this My time now, and I got the vision I found love, in the form of prescriptions Becoming an addict, know it get risky But I found success in the drugs and I mixed it, uh Into the void, no looking back I wake up, all I see is black No good for me, but I'm too attached Pills in my system, just to feel relaxed Ain't that sad? Gotta be geeked, or it all go bad Hundreds of weeks, gotta stay on track Hoping I leave, having made an impact Kickin, big shit, like Jackie Chan Bitch wanna f*ck me, she know I'm the man Don't go to the mall, I go where you can't Know that I ball, been countin' them bands Me and my twin done stuck to the plan Workin' all night, don't need it on cam Knew that we'd make it, and put on the fam Wasn't fuckin' with the colour, so I wrapped the big body Forgi's on that bitch, started thinkin' I was Roddy Business suit, with a stick, John Gotti Ballin' hard, since a kid, I feel like Scottie I was takin' Percocet, outta my body I was makin' purchases, for yo thotty Ask where her purse is at, here come the molly Eyes real big, and I'm spinnin' like a trolley Here come the pigs, cause I'm speedin, Maserati X in my system, so I'm feelin' real cocky Sippin' some shit, double cupped like a hot tea Bitch to my right, came straight from Abu Dhabi Drugs that I love, came out of a poppy Ice everywhere, like I'm playin' hockey Black and white fit, like I'm dressed for karate Addin' it up, I'm a young Fibonacci I wake up, check my phone, it got me sick to my stomach A bunch of bullshit, that I never even wanted I go DnD and drop a perc and smoke some chronic Tweakin, still got her on my mind, just like she wanted Into the void, no looking back I wake up, all I see is black No good for me, but I'm too attached Pills in my system, just to feel relaxed Ain't that sad? Gotta be geeked, or it all go bad Hundreds of weeks, gotta stay on track Hoping I leave, having made an impact You gotta stay on track, can't put 'em down I'm geeked out my mind, seen The Devil frown I'm higher than God, just look around I'm seeing stars, and hearing sounds Fly a lil higher, they got you down Till' you known around the town Hundred thousand, jewelled crown All this darkness that surround All I see is blood So I call the plug Now I'm out my body, up above Screamin' for some help, for all I love I don't even f*ck with the benzos, picking 'em up Mixing 'em up with good drank, it give me a rush One more night, might OD, system flush Give it no more than one week, back on drugs What the f*ck was you even talkin' about? Said you was quitting, I had my doubts This a one-way train and there's no way out There's no looking back, don't cry for help Just me, you and The Devil now It's just all black, when you look around I see a spiral, looking down Got a hold of me, and I can't get out I wake up, check my phone, it got me sick to my stomach A bunch of bullshit, that I never even wanted I go DnD and drop a perc and smoke some chronic Tweakin, still got her on my mind, just like she wanted Into the void, no looking back I wake up, all I see is black No good for me, but I'm too attached Pills in my system, just to feel relaxed Ain't that sad? Gotta be geeked, or it all go bad Hundreds of weeks, gotta stay on track Hoping I leave, having made an impact You gotta stay on track, can't put 'em down I'm geeked out my mind, seen The Devil frown I'm higher than God, just look around I'm seeing stars, and hearing sounds Fly a lil higher, they got you down Till' you known around the town Hundred thousand, jewelled crown All this darkness that surround