Self Reflect (feat. Su)

I can’t help but ask or wonder why Why it gotta be me All the death, being broke, I’m losing hope Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love The pain never went away I can’t help but ask or wonder why Why it gotta be me All the death, being broke, I’m losing hope Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love The pain never went away To be 21 is blessing from my perspective We know of mortality but money is the objective Tryna plead ya case but silence by the objections I’m just tryna live, protected by Smith n Wessons Death usually a lesson, so I keep a round drum A strap charge stop progression, where you getting cash from What other options you have when you stuck in slums I gotta take a chance, so my stomach never hums I’m selling white Every day and every night Shedding tears with a pen in my hand, writing kites Aggressive like Israelites Knowing I’ll lose my life Over something so simple Color Bangin the issue you official I can’t help but ask or wonder why Why it gotta be me All the death, being broke, I’m losing hope Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love The pain never went away I can’t help but ask or wonder why Why it gotta be me All the death, being broke, I’m losing hope Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love The pain never went away I harbor the hardness of hearts hardly able to breathe Forbidden fruit... Strange I feel comfortable with leaves It’s only natural I kick my feet before I swing Choked by the decisions I made to burn the house for freedom Blood in eyes, my tears dry, why should I cry When death is the only promise I’m hope that my soul flies I can’t breathe suffocating until my toes curl My body numb I’m nauseous think I’m bout to hurl I'm still fighting praying to God these branches break Fist full of dreams I swing til my prayers answered Thoughts of my sons and how I’m there standard That’s how I manage With their knee on my neck Justice for George Floyd I can’t help but ask or wonder why Why it gotta be me All the death, being broke, I’m losing hope Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love The pain never went away I can’t help but ask or wonder why Why it gotta be me All the death, being broke, I’m losing hope Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love The pain never went away