Motivational Pain

In a new year and i'm going through the same pain Same shit Different day like a constant thing Put my city on the map straight outta ak Only down for the real cant f*ck with no lames Snow in my blood but I stay covered in ice Take my dawgs out the hood and put em in paradise Been thru the worst thanking him Jesus Christ Tryna escape the dark days to only see light Smile in my face but I know you planning sum That's why i'm never lacking stay strapped with a gun Don't wanna pop shit then you catch my ones Taae and D'ontae is on sum 2 lives in 1 Couldn't believe I was doubted by my parents Went low for a bit needed the reassurance No mo 9-5 stacking bread like an inheritance Gone from the snow going for the grand mansion Hate that I lost my nigga on his own birthday Grinding for Leroy Lawrence and Lemore Lapitre Fake niggas hating tryna bring back the old taae If you not talking bread then f*ck up out my face Back in the rage they ain't know i was clapping shit Niggas mad cuz he know I could bag his chick Motivational Pain is how i'm rapping shit Make it hard for a bitch to breathe like Fabulous If I record my life it can be a whole movie Been through shit that really done fucking built me Popping out the the scene like Polo G Yes I smoke and i'm a fucking feen The real ones know what i'm about On my grind shit don't be asking for handouts Why them niggas flexing on the gram for sum clout Found my purpose in this world now i'm going all out The goal is to make it out the hood not get deeper Tryna grind and shine and buy my own dream beamer When i'm in the zone you can call me the grim reaper New to rapping but got skills like a college teacher Hate that I lost my nigga on his own birthday Grinding for Leroy Lawrence and Lemore Lapitre Fake niggas hating tryna bring back the old taae If you not talking bread then f*ck up out my face Back in the rage they ain't know i was clapping shit Niggas mad cuz he know I could bag his chick Motivational Pain is how i'm rapping shit Make it hard for a bitch to breathe like Fabulous Hate that I lost my nigga on his own birthday Grinding for Leroy Lawrence and Lemore Lapitre Fake niggas hating tryna bring back the old taae If you not talking bread then f*ck up out my face