Twisted Reality

So sick nd tired of all these loose thoughts They be takin up my day got me feelin distraught They be askin if im good and i still ain't get caught Cuz i be lyin like a muthafucka I'm really not The nigga that i portray to be Its really amazing see I'm really jus depressed If u look inside of me ull see that i got nothin left I gave until i wept Cuz muthafuckas neva gave back only asked Nd expected from me like it was a mandatory task I allowed myself to get used Be harassed be abused If u listenin to this u prolly was part of it too Now you actin all confused You know what you used to do I don't gotta put it in words right now its comin soon When i was down who was there fa me? it wasnt you It wasn't anybody dont get anything i said miscued So i don't like u muthafuckas now And when i see a human i jus wanna take em down Every time i fuckin give you guys a chance I come across a muhfucka wit fire in they pants Police wanna feel in power so u raise ya hands Government controls all of ya economic plans Multi-billionares in turn control the government And if u don't believe me just look at how much is spent On the wrong things man it's all a big scheme The ecology is run by economy fever dream So many things i want to uncover ye so it seems Why the hell we let the muhfuckin money control us? Done kept us down fa so long nigga they been lost my trust They tell us lies so i hope they die and then they rust If we show any signs of success, throw in sum doubt We've seen it all too many fuckin times before Gabby Douglas, Lebron, Serena and more People who made it to the top, but get hated on more Than anyone ive eva seen before but they give to the poor And any good fuckin thing they do we ignore But that's just one example nigga what about the hood? They put us here yet in they history we don't look good Somehow we the muhfuckin scary ones niggas that could Put u in the fuckin ground, gunshots powpow Thas how we perceived by White people my nigga look around Man you still listenin to tha doubt? U still don't get it now u still aint figure it out? Lemme put it bluntly fa u. ya cant live without money And if ya wanna try, have fun its hard, honey We live in America no humans done lived like this We used to grow together like family shit was bliss But throw in fuckin money and ya gonna get this Land of the muthafuckin free and home of the brave Biggest lie that i was fuckin told since "always saved" Honestly its the truth that i think that we should embrace Cuz i dont know how much longer we got till its erased And to the ones who talkin shit behind my back, show ya face