Never Loved You

(1, 2, 3) Was it you or the attention That kept me staying for so long She says she feels a connection I say the same but I know I'm so wrong Ignoring all of your texts now She says we never get to hang anymore It took me too long to figure out But I never got this feeling before cuz This isn't love this is dumb lust I thank god I ran away now Intoxication mixed with fake trust No, I never loved you not a day, how I ever thought that it would work out Never not a day now Attention seeking with some self doubt Cuz your XOs came with a death wish Gotta find a way to end this quick Now I wake up everyday and thank god that I stayed south (Yeah, okay) Forest hills in the speakers Maybe music made me fall first She saying follow the leader Now my brain cells getting so much worse Hindsight is the bitch though I should have seen that she was one too Manipulate me, never say no Everyday my disdain for her grew This isn't love this is dumb lust I'm thanking god I ran away now Intoxication mixed with fake trust No, I never loved you not a day, how I ever thought that it would work out Never not a day now Attention seeking with some self doubt Cuz your XOs came with a death wish Gotta find a way to end this quick Now I wake up everyday and thank god that I stayed south My true love was by the daisy But I was stuck in misconception Our time together was hazy Clear bottles and fake affection Lighting up when I feel down Another panic attack now My body telling me to turn around So I did and never looked back How, I ever thought that it would work out Never not a day now Attention seeking with some self doubt Cuz your XOs came with a death wish Gotta find a way to end this quick Now I wake up everyday and thank god that I stayed south