friends.

We didn't start as friends but it was what we became And in another life we would continue that game So now we'll jut sit here and stay the same And maybe if I do have kids someday they'll have one of your names Which one is yours to say It's all just made of lies, it's all just breaks of honesty So maybe I deserve it all, that's what some part of me believes Oh it wasn't so innocent - maybe it was just mean How I made you feel so safe when I felt different secretly But then we talk and then we chat And then we call and we make plans And it was all just in my head - it was all just in my head Then it get quiet and then I check Maybe you didn't get my text But then the doubts come back 'cause you left me on read Maybe it wasn't in my head... You were holding me hostage in that cage - I was in shock But you had no idea you had the key - I couldn't ask you to unlock I'm sorry for the bullshit, I'm sorry for your time I stole Though I know the heart I'm breaking will always be my own But then we laugh and then we drink And overtime it makes me think 'How could this all be in my head?' I think I might be going mad And then the crazy feeling sinks in Write another song to sing But if I send you the first rec, you'll leave me on read Maybe I was too drunk the last time I saw you But now that I'm sober, I'm trying to ignore you I'm grey and you're purple, my brain runs in circles But it's all just internal Then it gets late, I hope you stay You say 'see you another day' Why is this all just in my head? Why does it have to be like that? When I'm alone, I take my phone Hit you up 'text me when you're home' And this time you didn't forget, let me know when you were back. "Hey, there's one thing I'd like to add - it's great to have friends like that" "you've got a Friend" I hate that this is in my head