Chronophobia

I wish I could figure out Just what I need from you I wish I knew what I wanted Before 22 But now there's just a few more months Until that titular age comes And what will I do with with myself till then? I'll just La-da-da-da La-da-da-da La-da-da-da La-da da Ignore it La-da-da-da La-da-da-da La-da-da-da La-da da Ignore it Cause I don't want to face the truth Ive run so far and long from And cowards don't last that long In snow What, What can I make of myself I'm not gonna fail No not right now Maybe, I'll find something I like That won't eat me up inside That won't pull me down But now there's just a bit of time Till they say I'm all grown up And I hate that I am so fucking scared Cause I don't want to face this truth Ive worked so hard to run from And cowards never last that long You know What are you scared of What do you fear Do you think you'll wake up and everything will be different What you know will disappear And everything you know will be put to the test But you know next to nothing You know nothing but they say do your best You've been thinking and you think you won't be happy And the Worry starts to wrap around your throat till you feel apathy "Let it fall apart! Let it fall, cause I won't give a f*ck!" I'll Scream it from the rooftops they won't that I fear messing up I'll burn All that I have before I give up what I love to do And if I fail I'm sorry I failed you